Have you ever felt or where treated like you didn't exsist,or felt like or where used well most of my lifelike granted not everyone treated me like shit but there where a couple indivigles who I want to forget or one them never see again and my soo called friends that where outside of School who hurt me mentally even if was jokingly still I feel hurt I'm scaered I'm scaried to make new friends or new Relationships seams like I was born to a father who used my mom and uses me and I don't know if I want new Relationships of any kind Love or Friend, I don't need anyone.
I'm so torn right now if anyone wants to be my friend you must prove you are trust worthy or Girl Friend Etc not that I had a relationship like that before.